We think we want to disappear, become a ghost erasing all we ever were or became over the years but what we really want is to be loved by someone who is totally obsessed with us and who can't get enough of all the craziness we are.
While we continue to work on ourselves they cheer us on in a way that is understanding but supportive of all the things we need from them and life without complaining about what we've missed in the process.
I thought disappearing would help even trying to forget but there's nothing I want more from life than to feel loved and loved in return not just by God but by those who are closest to me and who know my heart.
So, as I feel my way through what seems like an impossible task right now I'll be here for you because what we need is each other more now than ever. Not just in the bad times but the good too and even though we are in a place of uncertainty right now I want you to be my light while I be yours as God protects us both.
Disappearing Thoughts.
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