And as much as I want to be that person you run to when everything isn't okay, Jesus has educated me so well that I understand that not all battles others face are mine to fight.
And it breaks my heart to pull back or place barriers between myself and the people I care about.
But God knows me better than anyone, he knows I'll give my last ounce of strength and happiness to support others even when I know the battle isn't mine!
He created me in such a special way but allows me to be myself and that means making mistakes at times!
That's why his forgiveness means so much to me because I don't always feel worthy of it but he gives it unconditionally and I think that is because he sees the lengths I am willing to go to help those who find me.
I pray you always see that in every decision I make Jesus stands behind them with his everlasting support and understanding.
He knows that I try my best but makes sure that my heart is protected in the process.
So, if you ever feel me pulling back or see the distance between us grow, know that it's your time to stand strong to fight with Jesus by your side until you have the strength to give all your troubles to him.
And I know with all of my heart you are more than capable of handling everything life places in front of you and I also know the days are getting closer for you to finally accept Jesus into your heart.
I know this because the light within me you saw and are drawn to is from the love Jesus created inside me.
It is him and his forgiveness you see inside my heart, inside my eyes, and it's what connects us.
I am a beacon of hope and the passage back to your faith and Jesus.
And once the bond is formed it can never be broken.
Jesus has you in his sights now and I have anchored myself so tightly to you, the fire inside of you will never die!
I will always love you and I will always pray for you but my time with you is limited.
Jesus has a great purpose for me and my heart. You must trust that he has been with you the entire time he just placed me in front of you so you would finally have the courage to believe after all the stories I was able to share with you.
I love you more than life itself and my life is worth more for having you be a part of it.
Never forget that.
Hard Truths...
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