I've succumbed to the love inside my heart and soul for you over and over again. With the acceptance that there is not a single soul walking this earth that deserves my love more than you.
I've prayed willingly and at times without even knowing my thoughts of you and us are secret prayers to God and without ever questioning how it will ever be possible I still pray.
I admit at times my focus has shifted and my faith in Jesus has been poor in what he wants for me. I call myself out each time but despite this, I haven't given up on him, just as he hasn't given up on me.
I have fallen but never stayed ensuring my purpose is fulfilled with Jesus in my heart all the time.
I need you to know even today I have continued expressing my love for you in more than one way but for the most part, it has been in prayers
I've prayed for.
Your health.
Your heart is to be healed from anything and everything that makes or makes it sad.
Your baby girl.
Your family.
Your success.
Your happiness.
Your faith and sustaining it through whatever God brings forth for you.
Your strength.
Your soul.
Your peace.
Your direction.
And your faithfulness to his words and choices for you.
But most of all I've prayed that if we can't be together you find someone who will love you as I do.
With...
Patience...
Forgiveness...
Understanding...
Openness...
Acceptance...
Freedom...
Kindness...
Thoughtfulness...
And to know within them and their love for you Jesus is what you see and your relationship with him remains intact and grows while your relationship with each other does too while being supported by Jesus.
I have to put what I want aside so that my life is lived with the purpose of Jesus's heart in mind. I know that everything in this world is in his hands and there is no force strong enough to change his choice for us.
I can tell you that I've taken every word of encouragement, inspiration, guidance, and mentoring you shared with me and buried it so deep within my heart that the footprint you left on it will forever guide me toward Jesus.
You guided me to him and I know that is undoubtedly the purest form of love any human can be given. You made sure I saw him as so much more than a saviour.
I see him as my father, my best friend, and the man I knew deep down would never let me down.
And because of you and the love I have for you, I will never be without him!
I need you to know and always remember the words I write are inspired by the light Jesus gave you. Even in my memory of you, I see nothing but the love of Jesus in human form. A light that came to me when I needed it most.
This was the work of Jesus, I see that now and I thank him every day for you. I have accepted that although you are a part of who I am loving you was never a choice, it was God's finest work within me and you.
I am unable to express what loving you has done to my life, how it has changed my heart, or how it helped me find Jesus again.
I am the Queen in which I was born to be, an angel of Christ, I am his finest work in human form following his every footstep and I am going to save everyone I can.
Because that is what he wants me to do and my life is of purpose because he saved me and continues to through the people I help.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I pray today, Father for your strength and love to overcome the hearts and lives of all those I love and those who need it the most.
I ask, Father that in particular, you ensure that both the hearts of the beautiful man who changed my life and his daughter are overflowing with your blessings and love.
I pray that as each day starts they walk in your footsteps and hold their faith in the highest regard.
Father, I ask that your strength, courage, and unfailing love be with our children always while keeping them from harm's way.
Father, what I want most of all is to know that our families are within your reach each and every day.
I pray that our faith in you continues to grow and is never changed by anything outside what your love can provide.
In Jesus' name... Amen...
Praying For Your Blessings...
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